Tomorrow i will be having my Physics test. Hell yes and today i am still lazy-ing around.
Today, i watched 2 movies! Yeah, quite nice though. Prince of Persia and Final Destination 4.
What i like about this 2 movies is they taught me to be thankful for having a life and can stay alive until this long. About Prince of Persia, it's mainly about people fighting to get the sand that can bring people back to the past. See! Time is precious! People regret of what they did and they are trying to change it! But it's just fiction. Nothing can be changed. (Btw, the Princess Tamina is quite gorgeous! xD)
For Final Destination 4, what i would like to say is BLOODY but i like it. Hehe, you know that it is so stress to keep absorbing things into your mind just like a sponge. So, be cruel and hardened up your heart to watch this kind of bloody and juicy movies to release all your tension. LOL! Kinda weird! However, this movie told me that we are surrounded by death. Every moment, we can just leave this world like that. No signs, no premonitions, no nothing. We don't know anything about our deaths. It maybe happen tomorrow or later when we sleep. Chock ourselves up? Maybe~ Hence, just try to be a human and be a real human!
What is so freaking awesome about this life is we can feel pain. We suffer. We can be happy, insane, stupid or whatever. Without all these, we are just robots! So what if something pains us, it's actually nothing. Everyone feels pain. Some people demand that they just want to be happy, but what if they could really stay happy for a long long period? Once they get hurt, they will feel triple the pain. It screws them up and they might just kill themselves. Who knows? Be balance! Sad then happy, fail then success! Being a perfectionist, i always hope everything to be as perfect as my thought. Things just go wrong always. I guess my hands are too small to change this kind of things.
Nah! It's fucking perfect already! So lazy to take care of this anymore. Now, when i see you, i will smile. Smile with tears running in my veins. I do miss you but i don't feel like missing you. But why am i still looking for you? Your comments, your posts, your videos, your messages, your photos and your shadow. I still love you, is that wrong? I guess we are just far far apart. It's like oil and water that will form 2 layers all the time. What is in your mind? May i know that? :(
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